Phone calls

Heheheh I love it when people call me just because they want to talk. It feels so nice knowing that I'M the person they want to talk to, and there are no alternative motives involved. I just had a sudden realization that this reminds me of 6th grade................ John Shin LOL. HI JOHN IF YOU'RE READING THIS, REMEMBER HOW WE USED TO TALK ON THE PHONE EVERY SINGLE DAY? HAHAHAH. Anyway, me gustan pleasant conversations! (:

On a heavier note, I am studying for math right now and I do not remember anything from Series and Sequences. Sigh. Recursive and explicit formulas for arithmetic and geometric sequences, why must you taunt me so!

I feel the heat!

WHAT TIME IS IT? (ALMOST) SUMMER TIME! <3


I LOVE THE HEAT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT YAAAAAAY! TODAY WAS A FAIRY TALE. (i don't like taylor swift anymore though. she's actually starting to irritate me, but 'twas a fantabulous day nonetheless!)

I LIKE THE BEACH. I LIKE THE PIER. I LIKE STROLLING. I LIKE CAR-ING. I LIKE EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN HERHERHERHER. I like being happy!

Disappearance

I realize that I've disappeared from Blogger for a while. (I haven't posted in thatswhatcindysaid.blogspot.com in almost a month!) I have to say though, I've been quite distracted.... (:

I'm really happy now, though. The problem is that I'll have big consequences. But I'm happy right now, so all is well!

I have the sinking feeling that I might not do so well on my Piano CM test this coming Saturday, but I'm in such an optimistic mood right now that I'm completely calm. I'm loving this feeling. (: (: (:

I'm also still doing my tumblr challenge as well! YAAAAAAAY!

Oh yeah I'm 15 now. I turned on Saturday. My parents still haven't said "Happy birthday" to me yet, but it's okay. I know they love me, regardless of their words. Or lack of words. See my brief and vague schedule of my birthday here: http://iwufcindy.tumblr.com/post/3985813449/day-5-the-most-amazing-thing-that-ever-happened-to-you

It never leaves

I was/am stalking people's tumblrs right now, and it never fails to surprise me how similar I am to these strangers. I was reading posts and looking at what they reblogged when I randomly started to cry. And I can't explain it. I haven't cried in a long time, because my life has been so good to me lately, but good things don't last long. I'm scared to commit myself to things because I realized that I just end up getting hurt when I care too much. In 6th grade, I really thought I would become a Figure Skating World Champion. I wanted it really bad, but things happened, and I only have myself to blame.

QUICK PAUSE. I don't know which webpage it's coming from (since I have a million tabs open right now), but someone's playlist is playing right now and I love it! There's Spanish music that my sister used to play, and songs that were just recently introduced to me that I like too. However, like I mentioned in one of my posts, I don't like  listening to good music because it ends up making me sad, for some reason. WHY IS EVERYTHING MAKING ME SAD?!

I'm just a sad person... poo. ): Leave me alone, sadness!

ANYWAY, back to the tumblr posts:
there was another tumblr challenge that I encountered. I think I'm going to try that one instead. heheheh

Confused

I'm extraordinarily frustrated right now. There are so many things I need to let out and Vivian is at Catalina Island. siiiiigh.

I'm disappointed in myself/ mad at the world/ jealous of people/ guilty for being jealous/ upset that I'm not capable of doing anything.

Obsessions

Being the exorbitantly obsessive person that I am for almost 15 years, I think that I have found the true and only way to letting an obsession die away.

The only way to end one obsession is to start another.

Now, that may sound a little scary and weird, but I think it's true.

Oh my gosh

This is getting out of hand. It's 3:37 AM. 'nough said.

On a happier note, California Adventure on Monday with Honor Band! Yaaaaaaay!