talent

Oh, how I wish I were as talented as some of the people I know!




WHY IS SHE SO CUTE?!

4.0

hmm

i wish i had something i was really passionate about, something i would always enjoy doing, something that would be my mini- escape from the stresses of life.  unfortunately, i have no such hobby or interest that is like this to me. i thought i could rely on my friends and family for this, but people are too unstable, no matter how close the bonds. i miss skating, but i have to admit that skating did not always provide these things for me. the rink was often a battlefield of internal conflicts, and i think it added more weight on my shoulders. nonetheless, i still hope to skate again some day ^_^ maybe i'll go more often during the summer! except i have no skates...

piano frustrates me because it seems like i can't get things down like i used to, and i can't just wing things and rely on talent to earn me a compliment from my teacher. the songs are more difficult now, and my teacher is much stricter. sigh.

i'm terribly jealous of my friends who all have something they look forward to doing every weekend or whenever they get to do it. passion and dedication are definitely qualities i lack. =/

i'm excited to go to scotland tomorrow. yay, in 24 hours i will be on the plane :D all by myself................ i'm scared, yes, but 'twill be quite an adventure.

suuuuummmmmeeeeeerrrrrrrr

going on

hello. it's been a while. yes, yes it has. things get complicated but it's okay, as long as i'm still happy, you're still happy, then it's allllllll gooooood. ^_^

Phone calls

Heheheh I love it when people call me just because they want to talk. It feels so nice knowing that I'M the person they want to talk to, and there are no alternative motives involved. I just had a sudden realization that this reminds me of 6th grade................ John Shin LOL. HI JOHN IF YOU'RE READING THIS, REMEMBER HOW WE USED TO TALK ON THE PHONE EVERY SINGLE DAY? HAHAHAH. Anyway, me gustan pleasant conversations! (:

On a heavier note, I am studying for math right now and I do not remember anything from Series and Sequences. Sigh. Recursive and explicit formulas for arithmetic and geometric sequences, why must you taunt me so!

I feel the heat!

WHAT TIME IS IT? (ALMOST) SUMMER TIME! <3


I LOVE THE HEAT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT YAAAAAAY! TODAY WAS A FAIRY TALE. (i don't like taylor swift anymore though. she's actually starting to irritate me, but 'twas a fantabulous day nonetheless!)

I LIKE THE BEACH. I LIKE THE PIER. I LIKE STROLLING. I LIKE CAR-ING. I LIKE EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN HERHERHERHER. I like being happy!

Disappearance

I realize that I've disappeared from Blogger for a while. (I haven't posted in thatswhatcindysaid.blogspot.com in almost a month!) I have to say though, I've been quite distracted.... (:

I'm really happy now, though. The problem is that I'll have big consequences. But I'm happy right now, so all is well!

I have the sinking feeling that I might not do so well on my Piano CM test this coming Saturday, but I'm in such an optimistic mood right now that I'm completely calm. I'm loving this feeling. (: (: (:

I'm also still doing my tumblr challenge as well! YAAAAAAAY!

Oh yeah I'm 15 now. I turned on Saturday. My parents still haven't said "Happy birthday" to me yet, but it's okay. I know they love me, regardless of their words. Or lack of words. See my brief and vague schedule of my birthday here: http://iwufcindy.tumblr.com/post/3985813449/day-5-the-most-amazing-thing-that-ever-happened-to-you