I feel the heat!

WHAT TIME IS IT? (ALMOST) SUMMER TIME! <3


I LOVE THE HEAT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT YAAAAAAY! TODAY WAS A FAIRY TALE. (i don't like taylor swift anymore though. she's actually starting to irritate me, but 'twas a fantabulous day nonetheless!)

I LIKE THE BEACH. I LIKE THE PIER. I LIKE STROLLING. I LIKE CAR-ING. I LIKE EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN HERHERHERHER. I like being happy!

Disappearance

I realize that I've disappeared from Blogger for a while. (I haven't posted in thatswhatcindysaid.blogspot.com in almost a month!) I have to say though, I've been quite distracted.... (:

I'm really happy now, though. The problem is that I'll have big consequences. But I'm happy right now, so all is well!

I have the sinking feeling that I might not do so well on my Piano CM test this coming Saturday, but I'm in such an optimistic mood right now that I'm completely calm. I'm loving this feeling. (: (: (:

I'm also still doing my tumblr challenge as well! YAAAAAAAY!

Oh yeah I'm 15 now. I turned on Saturday. My parents still haven't said "Happy birthday" to me yet, but it's okay. I know they love me, regardless of their words. Or lack of words. See my brief and vague schedule of my birthday here: http://iwufcindy.tumblr.com/post/3985813449/day-5-the-most-amazing-thing-that-ever-happened-to-you

It never leaves

I was/am stalking people's tumblrs right now, and it never fails to surprise me how similar I am to these strangers. I was reading posts and looking at what they reblogged when I randomly started to cry. And I can't explain it. I haven't cried in a long time, because my life has been so good to me lately, but good things don't last long. I'm scared to commit myself to things because I realized that I just end up getting hurt when I care too much. In 6th grade, I really thought I would become a Figure Skating World Champion. I wanted it really bad, but things happened, and I only have myself to blame.

QUICK PAUSE. I don't know which webpage it's coming from (since I have a million tabs open right now), but someone's playlist is playing right now and I love it! There's Spanish music that my sister used to play, and songs that were just recently introduced to me that I like too. However, like I mentioned in one of my posts, I don't like  listening to good music because it ends up making me sad, for some reason. WHY IS EVERYTHING MAKING ME SAD?!

I'm just a sad person... poo. ): Leave me alone, sadness!

ANYWAY, back to the tumblr posts:
there was another tumblr challenge that I encountered. I think I'm going to try that one instead. heheheh

Confused

I'm extraordinarily frustrated right now. There are so many things I need to let out and Vivian is at Catalina Island. siiiiigh.

I'm disappointed in myself/ mad at the world/ jealous of people/ guilty for being jealous/ upset that I'm not capable of doing anything.

Obsessions

Being the exorbitantly obsessive person that I am for almost 15 years, I think that I have found the true and only way to letting an obsession die away.

The only way to end one obsession is to start another.

Now, that may sound a little scary and weird, but I think it's true.